Perhaps I was spoiled, I am not used to dinner alone anymore.

也許我是被寵壞了，但我實在不習慣一個人的晚餐。
Since we moved to Milan, S and I always had dinner together. Dinner time was an important moment which we shared our findings of the day to each other. The beginning of this month S started a whole new assignment, he started involuntary by postponing the time of having dinner. Though it was not perfect to have dinner around midnight, I was still happy that we can dinner together. The closer to the deadline of his project, the later the time he came home. Dinner together suddenly became a luxurious desire.

自從我們一起住以來，Ｓ不論上班多麼忙碌，也總是會盡量回家跟我一起吃晚飯。晚餐時間對我們而言，是一天中最重要的時段，我們一邊吃著晚餐，一邊跟對方分享著當天的新鮮事兒。這個月開始，Ｓ接下了一個新的工作，開始的前兩週，他經常不得已地將我們晚餐時間往後延，有時候，我們吃完晚餐都已經是將近午夜了。我知道，這麼晚用餐其實對身體並沒有太大的幫助，但我卻寧願等著他，跟他分享這一天的喜怒哀樂。不過，離結案的時間越近，他回家的時間也就越晚。當然，共進晚餐便成了我心中小小的、奢侈的要求。

Honestly I do not mind to have dinner alone; I care more whether he has proper meals. Dinner together is the only way I can be sure he has decent food rather than the random meal solutions. On the other hand, S also worried about me not having dinner properly because he knew very well how lazy I can be if I only need to cook for myself. He asked me more than one to eat well. He said that I can have something ready to eat after school f I cooked more the day before. Okay, he convinced me.

說實在的，我並不在乎一個人晚餐，但我在乎的是Ｓ是否有正常地用餐，一起吃飯，只不過是我確定他有這麼做的一個方法而已。不過Ｓ也很清楚，我非常不喜歡替自己做飯，因此他不止一次地叫我要吃好一點，不要只是一盤蔬菜就結束，他還說，多煮一點也好呀！隔天下課回家就不用再擔心要煮啥當午餐啦！嗯，好吧！他這樣算是說服我了！

This day I decided to prepare always something nice for dinner, even I have to eat it alone. In so doing I hope my baby will try to have decent dinner somewhere if he had to work late.

於是這天我決定，即使是單人晚餐，我也要準備優質的，當然藉此，我也希望Ｓ，即使要工作到相當晚才能回家的情況下，也至少可以在外正常地吃頓晚餐來補充體力。寶貝加油唷！