Perhaps I was spoiled, I am not used to dinner alone anymore.
Since we moved to Milan, S and I always had dinner together. Dinner time was an important moment which we shared our findings of the day to each other. The beginning of this month S started a whole new assignment, he started involuntary by postponing the time of having dinner. Though it was not perfect to have dinner around midnight, I was still happy that we can dinner together. The closer to the deadline of his project, the later the time he came home. Dinner together suddenly became a luxurious desire.
Honestly I do not mind to have dinner alone; I care more whether he has proper meals. Dinner together is the only way I can be sure he has decent food rather than the random meal solutions. On the other hand, S also worried about me not having dinner properly because he knew very well how lazy I can be if I only need to cook for myself. He asked me more than one to eat well. He said that I can have something ready to eat after school f I cooked more the day before. Okay, he convinced me.
This day I decided to prepare always something nice for dinner, even I have to eat it alone. In so doing I hope my baby will try to have decent dinner somewhere if he had to work late.